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Sunday, May 29, 2011

ANGGGOORRRRAAA RABBBBBBIIIITTTTT

ANGORA RABBITS ARE SOO FUZZZZYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! THEY'RE SO FUZZY I THINK IM GONNA DIEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

HERHERHERHEHEHEHR

Monday, May 23, 2011

guitarrrr

if i ever get a guitar, it'll be like this one:

I wanna see sungha jung play the mario theme song on this :P

Saturday, May 21, 2011

boooooo

I'm at my uncle's house for the weekend and I forgot my night contacts....I'm going to be blind on Sunday T^T

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Music

Music is really interesting...there's some music that I don't really feel anything at all. Then there's the kind that sounds really nice, but gets boring after a while. The best kind of music is the kind you can keep replaying on your ipod and never get tired of. It just captures you....There's these little details you can catch whenever you listen to it; these just make me smile real wide. And then, when you feel like you really like those details but want something different, there's something else in the song. It just makes me feel really happy when I listen to music that I like. Music is even better when there's a visual to it, like dancing, but  when there isn't a visual, that's why your imagination is there. :) In Classical music, I really don't feel much..it's just good for falling asleep to...maybe I'm too young to understand it. I like pop a lot, and other songs...imogen heap, SHINee, bruno mars, stuff like that. I really like their music, but also the fact that they sound good without autotune..>.> I don't really mind autotune to much cuz it makes people sound good, but I find that autotune deprives people who are actually good at singing of a chance to show their music to the world... well anyways....I'm listening to music right now; whenever I listen to this song, I smile unconsciously, cuz I REALLY like this band...unlike most other bands, I'm not getting tired of them. :)

Saturday, May 14, 2011

rahhh

should i create a new blog??? o-o with an anonymous name, like that Hawaiian king, Kamehameha or something. or, like, hamsterluver_551 o-o Well, they're not anonymous anymore XD Ya know, i wanna be able to, like, hack people's computers to get to their information and stuff. That would be cool :3 But I bet if I was part of Google or something, I could access people's stuff without hacking - maybe. I dunno. o-o Oh ya, I'm reading this new book series, Gone, and it's about a place with a nuclear plant that gives energy to the whole city, and a meteor once crashed into it. And then, 15 yrs later or something, suddenly all the adults disappear (everyone over the age of 15) and the kids are left. It's really interesting, cuz they go through all this stuff like hunger and everything. And there's, like, the main character plus his sidekick side character girl, and then the "villains" (even though the main villain is the whole place itself). And then, ya know, the author goes into the characters' background like how  books always do. But the thing is, there are many mutations occuring with the kids and animals within the city (btw this is only occurring in the city; the city is trapped in this bubble barrier thing), like super powers and stuff. And more people are getting the mutations. And then there's the main force, which is this thing that I think came from outer space in the meteor (I'm still reading the 2nd book online, I dunno if that legal but watevs). And also there's this 5 year old autistic kid who's really powerful but doesn't really use it - actually I dunno that but ya know. Well, the series is good, and since my mom is too cheap to buy me the books, I'm going to keep reading them online. I'm thinking of reading the wheel of time series next - someone recommended it to me and I looked it up. It sounds pretty good, so I'll read it. Ya know, it only took me, like, 5 minutes to type all this up. :P I wonder if there's a limit to how much you can put on each blog page. Cuz it's 25 blog posts per page, but what if each blog post was 50000000 words long? I've seen mymilktoof.blogspot.com, and I dont think they do that o-o Eh watevs. I'll write in this as a daily journal or something, but not about my life because:
1. I dislike stalkers.
2. I don't feel like writing about something I've already done.
3. Writing about your life is BORING. And if it wasn't, it would be too exciting and I would be too tired to write, or it would be too depressing and I'd just drown in my sorrows.
4. I don't want to.
Actually, numbers 2 and 3 aren't completely correct cuz I'm not writing, I'm typing. So ya. I think just rambling on on my blog just lets me relieve myself. So ya know. kk, homework now, blog later. Byebye :P

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Flies SUKK

I was sleeping in my bed, and there was this stupid fly buzzing around my ear like every 2 hours. I ended up putting my head under the blankets, but whenever I got back up, the fly was STILL there. T^T Stupid fly. It's ruining my nice sleep vital for CSTs....

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

just stuff

I feel like I'm always having something in the back of my mind telling me that I'm doing something wrong, or I have to do something. Often there are several things that I need to think about or do. I dislike my messy thinking, and I know I should do something, but I feel like running away....If this is a portion of what high schoolers feel like, I can understand how they break down from stress during SATs... But I'm not used to working so long on homework...I still need to do many things... I should really organize my time, but my laziness is catching up on me. I think laziness develops as you grow older. School disciplines it for you, but I  guess some students just end up slacking off. I'm just pushing everything back, but ya know. I feel like my mind is always wandering to somewhere else. My blog posts kind of don't make sense, cuz its just me rambling on about my thoughts. But its my blog; unless its famous or something, I have a reason to type it up my way. I'm not doing this for other people's entertainment. And I just feel like the organized format of many blogs that only focus on one thing is WAY to restricting. Even if its just about the things you do daily. I've tried it before, in my head, but it is just so BORING. My mind wanders off topic, about my schedule, about the things I need to do, and all that boring stuff. I'm just wasting time doing this blog. My mind is starting to get off topic.
I don't even get why I have to organize some things for stuff. Or study. For school. First off, what is school for? Most kids in elementary school probably think it's to please their parents or to get a good job. For me, I see it as not failing my parents' expectations, and for me to live a good life. But what is a good life? It's a life full of happiness, right? But ask yourself this, who in the world has actually been truly happy? Except for those religious monks or whatever who believe that the true path to happiness is believing in god or that stuff. I wonder about that question. I'm sure people have been satisfied with their lives, but I don't think I would....In my opinion, my current life is not very satisfactory. I find that we are living only for the small moments of happiness. For me, that would be playing with my friends. But not much other than that gives me joy, mostly because I know I'm wasting time even if I'm having fun. Time goes on, and its not going to wait for you. I feel like the life ahead of me would be really boring, full of hard work, and all that stuff. I'm just following the ideals of the common person in my district - go to high school, go to college, potentially go to graduate school, go to some sort of specialized school (doctor, engineering, etc.),     get a job, retire, and die. But its just so BORING. And why am I following this? Because it's the easy way out. It's what everyone's doing, and I'm just going with the flow. If I really had the motivation and/or incentive to, I would do something else. But that would require MORE WORK. That's what I think. That's the main reason why most people don't speak up for most things, like all the major problems in this world. I would say more on the subject, but I'm probably going to repeat it in the near future blogposts, so watevs.
While we try and correct past and present problems, the future problems are popping up. The people who see it often do not act upon it, probably justifying (not aloud though, or else they'll sound like a jerk), "It's so far away in the future, I won't have to deal with it. Anyways, other people like Obama will save us." Some who do act on it often do not make a big impact. Like if your recycling to save the planet. <<<That's only going to delay your problems. Anyways, fossil fuels are used on the machines that recycle, and the machines also probably pollute the world. Then there are the few people in the world who actually go to the root of the problem and try to actually make a difference. Now, the reason why many don't actually actively and smartly do something against a problem may be because they don't want to endanger their stable life, they're afraid, they're too dumb to do something about it, or they are absolutely in a position where they can't do anything. Those are some of the reasons why the world doesn't change, despite all the talk of "We should save the planet!" or "Let's do something about the terrorists!". Well people, why don't YOU do something about it. The world's not going to change if you just wait and stare at the news, complaining about the Earth's problems that are probably going to make it commit suicide because we're treating it so badly. Well, I shouldn't be saying anything cuz I'm not doing anything. I'm being pretty hypocritical(?) about this but I just wanted to rant. I feel like there's so much that's just wrong in the world - we were better off not being a superior race and just staying as monkeys or watever. I feel like the way the governments and world are approaching their problems and their priorities are off also - but I shouldn't be criticizing that either, because I don't know their full problems or a way to fix it. To step up...what does it really mean? The wikileaks person tried telling people the bad things the governments do, and now  the government chasing after him or whatever, even when he did just what the 1st Amendment told him he could do. What could I do to improve the world? Especially with my regular life going on. I'm gonna think on that....