kitties :(

i went to a pet adoption center today. and i saw the most ADORABLE KITTIES. I know im allergic, but i was hoping with all my luck that somehow my allergies would disappear. BUT NOOOOOOOO THEY DON'T DISAPPEAR, THEY JUST HAVE TO GET WORSE. WHY?!?!?! WHY MUST I BE ALLERGIC TO CATS?!?!?! WHY MUST I GET A STUFFY NOSE, ITCHY THROAT, ITCHY EARS, HUGE RED BUMPS WHERE CATS SCRATCH ME, RED AND ITCHY EYES, AND A SLIGHT ASTHMA-Y FEELING WHEN I PLAY WITH THEM?!?!?!? THEY ARE MY FAVORITE PET IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND I HAVE TO BE ALLERGIC TO THEM!!!!!!!

Also, the ones I like the most are the fluffiest ones, AKA the ones I'm the most allergic to. either the immortal god(s) have a grudge against me or I did something bad in my previous life. 

WHY. WHY CANT I HAVE THIS KIND OF ADORABLE CAT?!!??!?!?!?1