AWESOMENESS

Ok so apparently when you do well in nationals, they send you some sort of gift. I always knew they give you t-shirts and stuff, but they usually give it to you during the tournament and only for top 8. I got top 16 and I got A FREAKING LOLLIPOP!!!!! I don't even know who gave it to me but my coach gave it to me from some random source so I don't think its poisoned. It might potentially kill me from sugar overload though. BUT ANYWAYS ITS HUGE-MONGOUS!!!!!!!! It is almost 2 pounds of pure awesomeness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omgomgomgomg

Here's a picture:

And here's a picture compared to a regular-sized pen.

OMG ITS HUMONGOUS AND I LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH IT'S SO AWESOME JUST COMPARE IT TO A PEN YOU MIGHT HAVE AND THEN JUST LOOK AT THIS PICTURE IN AMAZEMENT ITS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Maybe I should try harder in fencing and aim for getting first and then obtain a humongo lollipop :3

Birthday Party for my Friend =)

     So some time ago I went to my friend's b-day party. like a LONG time ago. ehehehe I kind of forgot to update everything that's been happening...I don't even know if I posted that I started high school and I got lost and rammed into a pole...BUT ANYWAYS
    The b-day party was really fun =P I kind of forgot about it until like the last minute but I ended up getting a good gift for my friend...on Friday right before the party (the party was on friday btw)... but yeah. The only thing that I hated was the fact that I had to go to singing afterwards =/  I gave her a mushroom (plushie), chocolate, some various pencils and a panda eraser and some sort of fake ice cream sundae from D.C.'s Koreatown, more chocolate, and a b-day card. So after I got my gift for her, I put it in a nice bag and walked off to her house. There, we just played around and then we went outside and then we went to an elementary school and we started playing around and then we decided to climb something of which i am not to speak of and then we got seen and then we got down and then the janitor came over and i really wanted to punch him and run away but I couldn't so I just stayed there with my friends and waited till he stopped scolding us and then he told us never to come back to the elementary school again (which we probably won't follow after 3 months and after I get another jacket) so we left and then we went back but before that we tortured some ants by putting blue clay right where to trail was to confuse them and then they started piling up onto each other and got really confused and then I felt really sadistic but it was still worth it cuz the worthless ants SUFFERED MWAAHAHAHA and then we went back to her house. We ate at some sort of grill restaurant and afterwards went back to her house and ate  mushroom cupcakes that were made of corn bread and frosting and white chocolate made by my friend's bro (nomnomnom). o_O this was the story of the b-day party. I got too lazy to arrange it into sentences and make it sound good. Also, there's a small part in there of which we must not speak of for a while.
it was fun :)
 

:P

I'm at Washington D.C. right now XD I just did really well in my competition and I'm really happy cuz I got korean BBQ and some other stuff :P YAYAYAYAYAYAY X3 we are going to tour washington D.C. tomorrow - I will repost pics and some info about the stuff we'll see. :)

DOGGY T^T

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I WAS SOOOOOO HAPPY  ABOUT GETTING A DOG!!!!!!!!!!! emphasis on the WAS. We WERE going to get a shiba inu. And SUPPOSEDELY it was an adorable white color, and 3 months old. and we ORDERED ONLINE TOO. I WANTED THE SHIBA INU SOOOOOO BADDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT NOOOOO THE GUY WHO OFFERED IT TO US WAS A SCAMMER. HE DIDN'T ACTUALLY HAVE A DOG! EVILEVILEVIL A MILLION CURSES ON THE STUPID GUY WHO SCAMMED US INTO THINKING WE WERE GOING TO GET A DOG TODAY. THE WESTERN UNION SYSTEM SHOULD BE DEMOLISHED! I WANTED A SHIBBBAAAAA~

I'm so sad T^T we bought stuff for the shiba already. the shiba was so adorableeeee. sigh. btw we didn't get our money stolen. only our hopes and dreams.

I ran into a pole....

Yeah...the title says basically what I did. I was walking on like those little 6 inch edges kinda like on the side of a sidewalk, except it was the edge of like trees and stuff....and there were poles to prevent people from going near the trees and bushes and stuff...and I was skipping....and I saw my friends so I said hi....and then I rammed into a pole....and got a bloody gash in my chest....that soaked through my white shirt (it wasn't visible though because I had a shirt on top because my white shirt is kinda see-through)....and I was in pain.... Lately I've been running into a lot of things. I think it's from stress from homework and tests. So, I have deducted from my reasoning that I am getting hurt because of homework and tests. Therefore, we should stop the source of homework and tests (SCHOOL) for the sake of protecting the children. I dunno if you guys understood that, but this is my opinion :P

school T^T

i am incredibly depressed about my science grade T^T I have no clue what it is, but I suspect that it is extremely low because I have messed up on every single assignment/test/quiz my teacher has given me T^T WHY MUST I BE CURSED WITH THE HARDEST TEACHER?!?!?!

Edit:nvm, i have an A- O-O i did not expect that

kitties :(

i went to a pet adoption center today. and i saw the most ADORABLE KITTIES. I know im allergic, but i was hoping with all my luck that somehow my allergies would disappear. BUT NOOOOOOOO THEY DON'T DISAPPEAR, THEY JUST HAVE TO GET WORSE. WHY?!?!?! WHY MUST I BE ALLERGIC TO CATS?!?!?! WHY MUST I GET A STUFFY NOSE, ITCHY THROAT, ITCHY EARS, HUGE RED BUMPS WHERE CATS SCRATCH ME, RED AND ITCHY EYES, AND A SLIGHT ASTHMA-Y FEELING WHEN I PLAY WITH THEM?!?!?!? THEY ARE MY FAVORITE PET IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD AND I HAVE TO BE ALLERGIC TO THEM!!!!!!!

Also, the ones I like the most are the fluffiest ones, AKA the ones I'm the most allergic to. either the immortal god(s) have a grudge against me or I did something bad in my previous life. 

WHY. WHY CANT I HAVE THIS KIND OF ADORABLE CAT?!!??!?!?!?1

School and Random Stuffs

     OK SO MOVING ON WITH MY LIFE. So I've started school recently (I forgot when but it was at some time). First of all, I'd like everyone to know that, despite my childish way of writing, I AM a 9th grader. Go Freshman, lolz. So until like last week, I have been getting lost every single day. There are over 12 buildings, plus I think I've inherited my dad's sense of direction, which is not exactly the best. The fact that I lost the little yellow sheet that tells where my classes are doesn't really help much either. Just the other day I asked a random teacher where "the history class for ninth graders with a blonde-haired female teacher" was. I'm not good at remembering any of my teachers' or new friends' names.
      I went to a high school with only one of my friends from my junior high, 'cuz I went to a school 30 minutes away instead of one within a mile away from my house. That is cuz my mom thinks the latter school sucks academically, which is true. And this is why me and my friend and a few other people inconspicuously sit at the back of a building everyday to eat lunch (but it's fun so it's okay :) ). My teachers are pretty awesome. They are ALL nice, smart, and fun to be with. They seem pretty fair too, so as long as I follow their rules nothing bad will happen to me. :) My TA teachers is great, and she's a dance teacher so my TA sits in a ballet room the whole time.
     Last week, we had a pep rally which was really really really cool/weird/funny cuz the two director peoples (guys) were wearing spandex tights XD One was leopard skin and the other was fluorescent pink. It was hilarious. They started throwing candy all over the place then the marching band came in then cheerleaders started cheering. Personally, I find cheerleaders not very good. I mean, if they actually did the splits and stuff and back tucks and didn't need a mat everytime they threw someone into the air, I would actually consider joining. But all they do is stand there and be peppy. Useless. But the dancers were decent (my TA teacher is pretty awesome XP) so I got really motivated to ask my TA teacher if I could join dance. Cuz I mean, this is my freshman year, so I'm going to be the least busy with sports and hw and random stuffs so I figure this is the perfect time to do some dance and keep my splits for at least this year. :) DANCERS+SPANDEX+NO CHEERLEADERS+NICE TEACHERS+TRYING NOT TO GET LOST FTW X3

Rest in Peace Hammy

I have many things I want to write about, but the most important thing that has happened is right now. Only an hour ago, my hamster died. Actually, my mom and dad are right outside of my locked door talking about it. I think the only reason I haven't started bawling my eyes out is because it hasn't sunken in yet. I can't bear to just come back from school one day and automatically go to Hammy's cage, finding it empty. He was as much of a family member as any pet could ever be, which is why I am writing this epitaph (or whatever it's called) for him and posting it for everyone to see. He lived a long life (3 years) and has had the best pampered life a domesticated hamster could have. He was the smartest, best, furriest, cutest, most obedient to the full extent of his tiny brain. Nothing but experience can express how much I cared for him. My whole family and all my friends adored him, but I think I am the one who loved him the most. I would say more but  tears are already coming out of my eyes by writing this. Below is one of my favorite pictures of Hammy. If any friends or family reading this have more pictures of him, please send them to me and I can post them here. I wish you well in Heaven, Hammy (I'm sure you will be one of the few animals that will go there).

Dreams

So I have a new tab on my blog for dreams. I will be posting all my new dreams on this tab. I've had plently of older, odd dreams but I'll only post those when I feel like it. By the way, I've been having trouble on how to put multiple posts on one tab, which I personally think blogger is making EXTREMELY complicated. So if you guys know how to make several posts go in one tab, I'd appreciate it. Thanks :)

i had a dream that I was suddenly transported to the Antarctic to an iceberg from another dream I had (something about sleeping on couches i think o-o). I got transported with my brother for some reason, by the way. The scenery was EXTREMELY beautiful. It was like, really really super duper nice. As I was admiring the scenery, I suddenly saw a giant floating cookie on the water, so I immediately swam to it, and climbed to the top of it.Then a voice popped into my head saying, this isn't a cookie, it's a dead HUMAN...cookie. So I took a bite out of the human cookie thing (incidentally, the cookie was in the shape of a human) and decided that it wasn't too human,and so I used the cookie as a boat to get out of the Antarctic (I kind of ditched my brother back at the iceberg :P ). So my giant cookie turned into a slippery seal (? I dunno what it was) for me to ride, which was really hard. Then, in the water, I saw a man with a huge beard (he looked like a hobo) begging me to let him accompany me, so, because I am an incredibly kind-hearted person, I let him go on my seal thing that conveniently turned into a boat. Actually, somewhere along the ride, the hobo man kind of disappeared, but I forgot about him like how I forgot about my brother. But I kept riding, and I got to this narrow strait thingy, with gigantour icebergs on each side, and when I got to the end of it, there was a waterfall, which also had a giant flat screen T.V. on the side of it.I swiftly jumped out of my boat to avoid the waterfall and climbedto the side of the strait, and grabbed my boat out of the water. I toppled over the TV with my boat, and tried to straighten both of them up. As I was doing this a large man in a forest ranger suit came over and helped me out so that I got to the bottom of the waterfall.
      By the way, the scenery changed drastically. In the back of me, it was still the Antarctic, but in the front, the scenery became a vast ocean with a beach cluttered with various things (like boats, houses, cars, buildings, and such) but it also shifted slightly to the ranger's little house and a background that looked like the scenery of driving to Nevada. As my school suddenly flew from the sky into the beach, the hobo I saved popped up with a bunch of other people. Now the hobo was cleanly shaven in a tuxedo. I was suddenly reminded about my brother when my phone started ringing and I got a picture of an absolutely gorgeous aurora borealis. So I tried calling my brother but then I forgot about him again (later on he randomly comes back in another boat). I asked the ranger how to get out of there, and he said that only the seasonal helicopter could get us out of this place. Then we started eating KFC and pickles and cucumbers and corn and started fighting about who gets more food because of the small rations and started plotting our way into getting back by boat or by land but we didn't have enough food so we kept fighting and yeah.

~THE END~

Fact of the Day

Did you know that you are supposed to clear your cache every so often (like once every couple of months)? It's to make websites run smoother and free up space in your computer hard drive. Also, February 27 is National Clear your Browser's Cache Day. XD A website you can use to show you how to clean your cache: http://www.wikihow.com/Clear-Your-Browser's-Cache

                       
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My sister is currently on a plane leaving to New York and is also ditching me forever and ever and ever cuz she's moving there :( She sucks. She should have just freeloaded off our parents for the next few years until I had finished high school. The fact that she's moving away reminds me how OLD she is. I'm so sad. FEEL REMORSE VICKI AND RUE THAT YOU HAD EVER MOVED AWAY. I'M GONNA EAT ALL THE COOKIES

SUMMERTIME

I can't believe summer is almost over :( I feel like I want to keep lazing off forever and ever and ever. But I had some fun this summer. Since I've been lazing off on my blogposts, I haven't been posting about my activities recently, so you guys won't get a detailed description. :P But yeah...well, here are the things I've done/been doing this summer in no particular order which I may or may not have posted about so yeah:

1. Bike with my friends (to camps and fruit trees and hiking trails and .....other places miles away)
2. Go "white water" rafting (the water was unbelievably calm, but it was fun anyways)  
3. Go to Reno with my family for fencing stuffs (meh.)
4. Ride a hot air balloon and go on a merry-go-round (SUPER FUN)
5. Figure out how to ride a longboard (I suck at it but watevs)
6. Piano competition (1ST PLACE)
7. Birthday party (I got a 5-pound pack of hi-chew XD)
8. Elite Summer School (GAHHHHHHH I HATE IT SOOO MUCH)
9. Brazilian Jujitsu (going with a friend, it's AWESOME. I totally recommend it. I already learned how to flip someone, plus it's free for a month XP)
10. Fencing (.....)
11. Laze around (includes eating loads of chocolate and going on the computer - an absolutely essential part of summertime)
12. Go to the pool (the water was pretty nasty =/ )
13. Various sports and activities (there was a variety of them that I forgot about, so yeah)
14. Greek Fair (funfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfunfun Greek desserts are yummiful....I walked there with my friends, but somehow my mom ended up there too when we arrived. o-o I also got 12 honey sticks there :P )
15. OC Fair (I ate bunches of fatty foods like a 5 pound turkey leg and super buttery corn :P Plus I went on a bunch of overpriced rides)
16. Spoil my hamster (He deserves it :3 )
17. Marathoned HunterXHunter and Bleach (they're some of my fav manga/animes <3)
18. Went night swimming (first time ever!! funfunfunfunfun XP)
19. Other stuff I'm not going to post in case my parents and other people read my blog (XD)

I really regret not being able to post my pictures on my blog (I'm paranoid about stalkers XD), so instead here are some happy random pictures to show off my mom's awesomeness at taking pictures:

Flowers

Another flower

(I couldn't resist posting this one even though my friends and I are in it; it looks REALLY nice X3)

:)

I've realized that I'm the kind of person who NEEDS order. This has been verified with the fact that I kept playing the same game on my itouch for over 2 hours because I was too obsessed with trying to reorganize all of the objects and end up getting bankrupt and starting all over again and trying to do everything perfectly. I ended up realizing it was past ten when I was done, so yeah. T^T well, now that i think about it, it's not necessarily organization....I think I'm just addicted to itouch games. XD

BIRTHDAYYYY

 I HAD MY B-DAYYYY!!! i know this blog post is kinda late, but hey, my birthday party was less than a month ago. Yeah, so, originally, my birthday was supposed to be 2 weeks earlier than before my actually party, but my family isn't extremely wonderfulness at planning things...so we had it after nationals. We went to the beach and played there for like 7 hours XD it was AWESOME. we explored tide pools and got hit by waves (purposely and accidently) and ran and lied on the towels and ate barbecue (vegitarians ate other stuff, but I think they were missing out X3) and squirted each other with those water squirter gun thingies and we boogie boarded and me and one of my friends got yelled at by a lifeguard and we body surfed and we did other stuff too :3 OH YEAH and my friends and I had the delightful task of heaving all my party stuff up and down the stairs..INCLUDING the barbecue stuff which is wonderfully heavy. So basically, to summarize it up, I HAD FUN. oh ya and then we opened presents and then i got a kitty thingy from mount vernon and a best buy gift card and this cool drawing of some dog-angel-thingy hybrid and a stuffed turtle and like 5 pounds of hi-chew and two hamsters that involved an elaborate wrapping around them and a pencil (sorry the person who gave me that....it broke T^T IM SOO SADD AND SORRY) and CHOCOLATE and other stuffs. :) O ya, and I GOT A LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'd also like a phone but a laptop is already a lot :) ~im happy ~ :)

FENCING

errrrrrr welll soooo i went to summer nationals for fencing and random stuffs and I got 3rd in Y12 and my sis got 2nd in Div 1A!!!!!!! X3 hoorray for my sister!!! and booo for me cuz i could have gotten 1st and that was my last year RANTRANTRANT well but my sis could have gotten 1st too and she was guilting herself the whole time but watevs. i dont like thinking about fencing for a long time. but ANYWAYS, later my family and my cousin's family went white water rafting. it was lots of fun (>o<) but it wasn't white water. it was like rafting in a lake >.> but i had fun in rennooo so ya :)

Party and Party and Yeah!

my birthday is coming up!!! X3 I'm going to go to the beach for my birthday party. We're going to do fun stuffs and stuffs and happy random stuffs. :3 i just dunno what XD So yeah...

8th Grade

I had inspiration to write this...

     There I was, dancing on the dance floor of our 8th grade promotion dance. I shook my hair out of its pony tail, and started dancing like crazy. My barefoot feet kept moving to the beat of the deafening music and I started yelling at the top of my lungs. I did a few backflips to amuse Courtney, and then laughed as I saw my math teacher stare at me. I just wanted to keep dancing, stuffing myself with candy, and staying with my friends forever, having loads of fun. But nothing lasts forever. As the lady in the front yelled, "Last dance, people!", I dragged my friends to the middle of the dance floor. We danced 'round and 'round, until I fell to the ground laughing. I was so happy, because I could dance with everyone. But I was so sad, because it was my last dance with my middle school friends. Everyone was going to Woodbridge for high school, whereas I was going to Northwood. As the dance finally ended, I smiled one sad smile. Ali and I took two balloons from the dance room, and started walking outside on a red carpet (the dance was Hollywood-themed). I looked at the dark sky, then the balloon, then Ali. We nodded at each other, and let go of our balloons together. I stared at the two intertwined balloons as they drifted out into the starry night. They slowly disappeared, and I sighed. My middle school days have floated away just like the balloons. And also like the balloons, they're not coming back.

HAMMYSTTERR

I'm so worried about my hamster... :(....today i poked his little bedding pile where he sleeps and he didn't move. Then I poked him again and he still didn't move. ....Then I lifted up the bedding and poked him and then he twitched a little. He's like 3 years old, which is really old for a hamster. Plus he is now blind. :'( He can still chew on the bars and stuff, but he can't move around well and the center of his eyes are whitish (the cataracts are being messed up due to old age). And then my mom gave me a mini pep talk about how hammy might die any day, and that I should be prepared.....WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. My pooor hammmyyy :( :( :( I'm gonna take lots of pictures to eternalize his wonderfulness.

ANGGGOORRRRAAA RABBBBBBIIIITTTTT

ANGORA RABBITS ARE SOO FUZZZZYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! THEY'RE SO FUZZY I THINK IM GONNA DIEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

HERHERHERHEHEHEHR

guitarrrr

if i ever get a guitar, it'll be like this one:

I wanna see sungha jung play the mario theme song on this :P

boooooo

I'm at my uncle's house for the weekend and I forgot my night contacts....I'm going to be blind on Sunday T^T

Music

Music is really interesting...there's some music that I don't really feel anything at all. Then there's the kind that sounds really nice, but gets boring after a while. The best kind of music is the kind you can keep replaying on your ipod and never get tired of. It just captures you....There's these little details you can catch whenever you listen to it; these just make me smile real wide. And then, when you feel like you really like those details but want something different, there's something else in the song. It just makes me feel really happy when I listen to music that I like. Music is even better when there's a visual to it, like dancing, but  when there isn't a visual, that's why your imagination is there. :) In Classical music, I really don't feel much..it's just good for falling asleep to...maybe I'm too young to understand it. I like pop a lot, and other songs...imogen heap, SHINee, bruno mars, stuff like that. I really like their music, but also the fact that they sound good without autotune..>.> I don't really mind autotune to much cuz it makes people sound good, but I find that autotune deprives people who are actually good at singing of a chance to show their music to the world... well anyways....I'm listening to music right now; whenever I listen to this song, I smile unconsciously, cuz I REALLY like this band...unlike most other bands, I'm not getting tired of them. :)

rahhh

should i create a new blog??? o-o with an anonymous name, like that Hawaiian king, Kamehameha or something. or, like, hamsterluver_551 o-o Well, they're not anonymous anymore XD Ya know, i wanna be able to, like, hack people's computers to get to their information and stuff. That would be cool :3 But I bet if I was part of Google or something, I could access people's stuff without hacking - maybe. I dunno. o-o Oh ya, I'm reading this new book series, Gone, and it's about a place with a nuclear plant that gives energy to the whole city, and a meteor once crashed into it. And then, 15 yrs later or something, suddenly all the adults disappear (everyone over the age of 15) and the kids are left. It's really interesting, cuz they go through all this stuff like hunger and everything. And there's, like, the main character plus his sidekick side character girl, and then the "villains" (even though the main villain is the whole place itself). And then, ya know, the author goes into the characters' background like how  books always do. But the thing is, there are many mutations occuring with the kids and animals within the city (btw this is only occurring in the city; the city is trapped in this bubble barrier thing), like super powers and stuff. And more people are getting the mutations. And then there's the main force, which is this thing that I think came from outer space in the meteor (I'm still reading the 2nd book online, I dunno if that legal but watevs). And also there's this 5 year old autistic kid who's really powerful but doesn't really use it - actually I dunno that but ya know. Well, the series is good, and since my mom is too cheap to buy me the books, I'm going to keep reading them online. I'm thinking of reading the wheel of time series next - someone recommended it to me and I looked it up. It sounds pretty good, so I'll read it. Ya know, it only took me, like, 5 minutes to type all this up. :P I wonder if there's a limit to how much you can put on each blog page. Cuz it's 25 blog posts per page, but what if each blog post was 50000000 words long? I've seen mymilktoof.blogspot.com, and I dont think they do that o-o Eh watevs. I'll write in this as a daily journal or something, but not about my life because:
1. I dislike stalkers.
2. I don't feel like writing about something I've already done.
3. Writing about your life is BORING. And if it wasn't, it would be too exciting and I would be too tired to write, or it would be too depressing and I'd just drown in my sorrows.
4. I don't want to.
Actually, numbers 2 and 3 aren't completely correct cuz I'm not writing, I'm typing. So ya. I think just rambling on on my blog just lets me relieve myself. So ya know. kk, homework now, blog later. Byebye :P

Flies SUKK

I was sleeping in my bed, and there was this stupid fly buzzing around my ear like every 2 hours. I ended up putting my head under the blankets, but whenever I got back up, the fly was STILL there. T^T Stupid fly. It's ruining my nice sleep vital for CSTs....

just stuff

I feel like I'm always having something in the back of my mind telling me that I'm doing something wrong, or I have to do something. Often there are several things that I need to think about or do. I dislike my messy thinking, and I know I should do something, but I feel like running away....If this is a portion of what high schoolers feel like, I can understand how they break down from stress during SATs... But I'm not used to working so long on homework...I still need to do many things... I should really organize my time, but my laziness is catching up on me. I think laziness develops as you grow older. School disciplines it for you, but I  guess some students just end up slacking off. I'm just pushing everything back, but ya know. I feel like my mind is always wandering to somewhere else. My blog posts kind of don't make sense, cuz its just me rambling on about my thoughts. But its my blog; unless its famous or something, I have a reason to type it up my way. I'm not doing this for other people's entertainment. And I just feel like the organized format of many blogs that only focus on one thing is WAY to restricting. Even if its just about the things you do daily. I've tried it before, in my head, but it is just so BORING. My mind wanders off topic, about my schedule, about the things I need to do, and all that boring stuff. I'm just wasting time doing this blog. My mind is starting to get off topic.
I don't even get why I have to organize some things for stuff. Or study. For school. First off, what is school for? Most kids in elementary school probably think it's to please their parents or to get a good job. For me, I see it as not failing my parents' expectations, and for me to live a good life. But what is a good life? It's a life full of happiness, right? But ask yourself this, who in the world has actually been truly happy? Except for those religious monks or whatever who believe that the true path to happiness is believing in god or that stuff. I wonder about that question. I'm sure people have been satisfied with their lives, but I don't think I would....In my opinion, my current life is not very satisfactory. I find that we are living only for the small moments of happiness. For me, that would be playing with my friends. But not much other than that gives me joy, mostly because I know I'm wasting time even if I'm having fun. Time goes on, and its not going to wait for you. I feel like the life ahead of me would be really boring, full of hard work, and all that stuff. I'm just following the ideals of the common person in my district - go to high school, go to college, potentially go to graduate school, go to some sort of specialized school (doctor, engineering, etc.),     get a job, retire, and die. But its just so BORING. And why am I following this? Because it's the easy way out. It's what everyone's doing, and I'm just going with the flow. If I really had the motivation and/or incentive to, I would do something else. But that would require MORE WORK. That's what I think. That's the main reason why most people don't speak up for most things, like all the major problems in this world. I would say more on the subject, but I'm probably going to repeat it in the near future blogposts, so watevs.
While we try and correct past and present problems, the future problems are popping up. The people who see it often do not act upon it, probably justifying (not aloud though, or else they'll sound like a jerk), "It's so far away in the future, I won't have to deal with it. Anyways, other people like Obama will save us." Some who do act on it often do not make a big impact. Like if your recycling to save the planet. <<<That's only going to delay your problems. Anyways, fossil fuels are used on the machines that recycle, and the machines also probably pollute the world. Then there are the few people in the world who actually go to the root of the problem and try to actually make a difference. Now, the reason why many don't actually actively and smartly do something against a problem may be because they don't want to endanger their stable life, they're afraid, they're too dumb to do something about it, or they are absolutely in a position where they can't do anything. Those are some of the reasons why the world doesn't change, despite all the talk of "We should save the planet!" or "Let's do something about the terrorists!". Well people, why don't YOU do something about it. The world's not going to change if you just wait and stare at the news, complaining about the Earth's problems that are probably going to make it commit suicide because we're treating it so badly. Well, I shouldn't be saying anything cuz I'm not doing anything. I'm being pretty hypocritical(?) about this but I just wanted to rant. I feel like there's so much that's just wrong in the world - we were better off not being a superior race and just staying as monkeys or watever. I feel like the way the governments and world are approaching their problems and their priorities are off also - but I shouldn't be criticizing that either, because I don't know their full problems or a way to fix it. To step up...what does it really mean? The wikileaks person tried telling people the bad things the governments do, and now  the government chasing after him or whatever, even when he did just what the 1st Amendment told him he could do. What could I do to improve the world? Especially with my regular life going on. I'm gonna think on that....

A million SIGHS

Ya know, adolescence makes people do funny things. I wonder if people ever regret it 10 years later...Ehhh How confusing. In my opinion, adolescents always think they're correct, even if they are fully aware of the facts around them. I shouldn't be saying anything considering I am one, but watevs. It's my blog, so I'll do what I want with it....Anyone notice a contradiction in this post?

My Hammyster

Kk, so my hamster looks LOTS better...his eye is still a little squintier and his eye lid is still pinkish, but his eye isn't nearly as red and he can actually see through it....I think. I hope he gets even better :)

My Hammyster

My hamster has this weird thing on his eye...after my dad left to China, he got it and it's infected it so that he couldn't see out of it (bad grammar I know). It opened after I played with him for a little bit, but it closed again after going into the cage. My mom rubbed ointment on it, and now my hammyner's eye looks a little better. He keeps rubbing it and is obviously annoyed by it (like a little kind :3) but as long as he's cured, I'm fine with his agitations...any suggestions people? I know my blogs not the most popular in the world, but I'd like some hamster advice. :) Oh yeah, and according to my other friend, my hamster is apparently blind..I can kinda believe that (I knew my hamster had something off about him), but I feel kind of depressed. Cripplization (?!?) and now an infection...WHAT HAS THE WORLD COME TO, FOR IT TO MAKE MY HAMSTER OLD AND BROKEN?!?!?! Oh well, he's still cute and fuzzy, so that's all the matters.

My hammy pic ^

P.S. No negative comments people. I know criticism is good to improve writing, but my writing is obviously hurried and not edited. Also, MY HAMMYNER DESERVES NO BAD COMMENTS!!! He's too cute for that. Oh yeah, and to my "twin": I had a dream you had two hamsters that were as fat as this one:

ERRHERHERHEHRHER SOOOO FUZZY (he's hiding a potato chip under there)

lazyneesssss

i havent been writing on my blog often...cuz im being kind of lazy...:P But so far, I've been to las vegas and oregon for fencing competitions these past few weeks. Las Vegas was the same as usual...ya know, smoke everywhere and 90% of the population being tourists. Plus, we went to the Penn and Teller show there (awesomeness) and got there autograph. :) I wanted to watch the Jabbawockies from the dance group show thingy, but we didn't have a chance. :(
In Oregon, it was more fun, 'cuz we stayed there a lot longer because of spring break. First, we stayed in Portland, AND I HAD DA BEST CHOCOLATE EVER!!!!!!!!! It was imported from France, and it tasted like heaven. ^o^ We also had chocolate drinks (NOT hot chocolate) which was realllly awesome. I got some chocolate sardines for my friend back in Cali(lol). We also went biking in a two person fat bike, but that was nothing compared to the chocolate. *drools*
We went up to Oregon's snowy mountains, thinking of staying there for mountain climbing, but it was more dangerous than we expected...>.> Apparently, unless you're really experienced, you should go with a guide after 3 days of preparation with him/her.The weather changes really quickly too, so it'll get really foggy all of a sudden. You also need crampons, ice axes, blue bags (for your #1s and #2s), the ability to create an ice cave, the essential everday skiing clothes, some other infinitely expensive and professional stuff, and i think you also might need a stove or something for making hot food and water. We ditched the idea (the death rate is also really high...>.>). So instead, we went skiing. Skiing was the normal kind of skiing, except it was kinda icy. The ironic part was that the next day, we were planning on hiking up non-snowy mountains to see waterfalls, and that was the day it started snowing like crazy. T^T Bad timing on our part.
When, we hiked up the mountains, the thing that really caught my mind was the fact that there was so much MOSS. The trees literally had moss hanging from their branches, and the stones for supporting the trail so the mountain didn't fall on us were all green.The waterfalls were water-splattery, so all the little water particles floating from the 34 waterfalls on that mountain caused all that moss. Anyways, when we climbed up the mountain through the civilized trail, I got kinda bored, so I went straight up instead of going on the wiiiiiinnnddddiiinnnnng teeediioouuuuus traiiiiilllll. It was pretty fun, but I stopped after reaching the trail again. :) The waterfalls were absolutely wonderful, and when we got up, the scenery was just as pretty (my mom went CRAZY taking all those pictures with her cellphone). We visited to waterfall sites, each with a different hiking route and multiple waterfalls. We were kinda short on time though, so we didn't go all the way up the routes. I think one was called the Horsetail Waterfall and the other was the biggest waterfall on the mountain. The giant waterfall was pretty cool, because I got to see it on a bridge the cut right across the middle of it. It was really awesome. :) Here's some pics for your enjoyment:








Oh yeah, and I got 3rd in Y12....I think.....

SKKYYYY HIGGHHHH

I went to Sky High yesterday, a trampolining place!!!! It was awesome!!! However, I'm too lazy to describe it, so I recommend my friend's blog, whose second blog post talks about sky high (I was there doin' bunches of flips with her and another friend :3). Click here. By the way "Wincking", REPENT.

Fencing stuffs

Last week, I got my "E" in fencing. Just wanted to say. :3 If ya don't know what it is, look it up.

Furiousness

     Ok people, sorry for the looonnngggg delay in my blog posts...my excuse is being to lazy... Anyways, today I have a blog post that completely INFURIATES me! It started last Thursday, when I went to Barnes and Noble after art class, where I was MATURELY reading manga, occasionally CONVERSING with my 10-YEAR-OLD friend. It just so happens that a four-eyed, GORILLA-FACED, LANKY, NERDY, male employee comes up to me and my friend telling us that WE'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THERE BECAUSE WE ARE TOO YOUNG TO BE IN THE BOOKSTORE WITHOUT AN ADULT. Well afterwards, my mom told me that I was old enough to be in the bookstore myself. I just happen to be TWELVE, and the CAVEMAN/EMPLOYEE should know that. Now I PONDER why he happens to kick me out anyways. Maybe because I LOOK YOUNG?!?!?!? OF COURSE NOT!!!!!!!!!! I'M TWELVE!
     Now, I decided to FORGIVE him because I am a philanthropist (not really). But just today, I was reading in Barnes and Noble, YOU KNOW WHAT?!?!?! HIS BADLY SHAVED GORILLA FACE SHOWS UP TELLIN' ME THAT I'M NOT ALLOWED TO BE THERE!!!! (At this point, fumes are coming out of my head) So (since I am such a lady), I politely (a bit angrily also) tell him I happen to be TWELVE, and happen to be ALLOWED IN THE BOOKSTORE. Well, I'm sure he doesn't believe me, and I show myself out the door. Because I happen to feel I need to give payback to the INCOMPETENT BARBARIAN and told my mom that the LANKY-MAN WITH NO LIFE didn't let me stay in there. I think my mom was pretty mad, and went STORMING off to NAG THE HEAD OFF of the INCOMPETENT FOOL. Serves him right. I MEAN, HE HAS NO RIGHT TO KICK ME OUT! THAT BUTT HEADEVEN ASKED FOR MY MOM'S PHONE NUMBER!!!!!!!! HE DOESN'T DESERVE IT, THAT FOOL!!!!! DIDN'T HE STUDY THE CONSTITUTION??!?!?!?! I HAVE A RIGHT NOT TO SAY ANYTHING, AND I HAPPEN TO FOLLOW ALL THE RULES IN BARNES AND NOBLE SO THAT I COULD STAY THERE!!! NONE OF THE OTHER EMPLOYEES BUGGED ME!!!!! HE DOESN'T DESERVE TO BE AN EMPLOYEE!!!!!! ARGGHHHH HE SUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKSS!!!!!! MORE IMPORTANTLY, WHO IN THE WORLD WOULD THINK I HAPPEN TO BE UNDERAGE TO BE IN A BOOKSTORE BY MYSELF?!?!? HUH?!?!?!? I BET THAT GORILLA'S GLASSES ARE ONLY FOR SHOW, BECAUSE I CERTAINLY LOOK TWELVE TO ME!!!! BUT NOOOOO HE'S TOO INCOMPETENT AND IGNORANT TO REALIZE SUCH BASIC FACTS!!!! I BET AN ELEVEN YEAR OLD IN 6TH GRADE COULDN'T WRITE WITH SUCH PRECISION!!!! I HAPPEN TO BE A TWELVE YEAR OLD WITH GOOD GRAMMAR IN 8TH GRADE!!!!!!!! HOW DARE THAT ********************************************************************************************************************************************************************************** SAY THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and I happen to be a GOOD girl because I don't cuss, so HA to your gorilla face.)
    


P.S. If the employee I was talking about is reading this, I bet you're reading this because YOU HAVE NO LIFE but to check out random blogs like mine (no offense to the other readers out there; I love you all). You're going to get FIRED from your job and then LOSE YOUR HOUSE and then become a HOBO WHO SELLS USED BOTTLES FILLED WITH TAP WATER (not roses because those are the more decent hobos), finally, only to DIE HOMELESS, POOR, AND UNMARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!! HA. HAHA. You DESERVED ALL OF THIS. I bet you feel bad now, huh, making a little TWELVE year old girl fake-cuss at you. Swim in your guilt.  You deserve EVERY OUNCE of my hate. So hah.




That felt realllly good. I feel a lot better now. It felt good ranting on that guy :)

New Year's Resolution

I have decided for my New Year's Resolution that is a month late. I will only eat 3 sweets and 2 junk foods per week!!! >o< I dunno if it's possible for me, but I'm going to try. My friend says that New Year's Resolution lasts for 27 days, but I'm going to try for 28 days. Owned. XD Time to start my resolution!!

Awesome Dream

     Today I had a really weird dream. I dreamed that during an event, something happened and weird people were trying to catch me, so I ran away from home. I went to a store to buy a piece of chocolate for provisions, with my friend. It cost, like, 1 dollar, but then I saw the bad guys again and I just shoved a handful of coins at them, taking the chocolate (I'm a chocolate lover :3). Then, the cashier became evil, and started to chase me. So I went to Starbucks, which was right next door, and ran into the employee's working area. I came out the back door, and suddenly I was running along a sidewalk parallel to an elementary school I knew. I kept running, and I saw a little boy whose mom was EVIL also. Apparently, she abused him, so I ran away with him (somehow, somewhere, he ended up replacing my friend). Then, I saw Fred and George from Harry Potter and followed them. They took us to a place I had already been to in another dream before this one. It was a long pathway that led to a steep, muddy hill with a ditch in it. The little boy mysteriously changed into my friend again, and we both slid down the ditch. Then, there was some people having a party. The mudslide led to a beach-like place, with many stones and shells. My friend and I played with them (we forgot about the bad guys), and a new person came to play with us. We were then told to hide behind the waterfall the beach led to, but we were playing with the newcomer, and sliding down magical slides on a rock that suddenly appeared out of nowhere. The newcomer and I raced down the slides, but when we were done she had to leave. I remember afterwards that I  never ended up hiding, but I just stared at the bonfire that Fred and George and all the other people were dancing around. For some reason I felt lonely, especially because the friend I was with in the beginning mysteriously disappeared again. o_O

     Well, anyways that is my dream :D I know, I have awesome dreams. I just felt like writing this one down. This one is one of my favorites, including another I had on being Harry Potter in the Methods of Rationality's accomplice. So ya. XD

Potato Bag

Something my old friend found. :3 I'm going to do this, as I need to start working out. XD
The Potato Bag!

Here's a little tip that we thought would be interesting to share with you all to build up your upper body strength. It's really easy and takes no time at all but works a treat.

Begin by standing on a comfortable surface, where you have plenty of room at each side. With a 2kg potato bag in each hand, extend your arms straight out from your sides and hold them there as long as you can. Try to reach a full minute, and then relax.

Each day, you'll find that you can hold this position for just a bit longer.

After a couple of weeks, move up to 5kg potato bags.

Then try 10kg potato bags and then eventually try to get to where you can lift a 20kg potato bag in each hand and hold your arms straight for more than a full minute. (we are very proud, we are at this level)

After you feel confident at this level, put a potato in each of the bags.

Fencing

This Saturday, I WON MY FIRST FENCING COMPETITION :D YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYAAAAAAAYYYAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It was for 12 year old and under for women's (girl's??) epee, and there were only 8 people, BUT I STILL WOOOOOOONNNNN!!!!!!!!! :) I is so happyness :) Today, I lost my second match, but it's okay because it's 14 years old and under :) I'm so happy....BLISS

Hmm....that's not right....

     

FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST

FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST IS AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PANDA GIRL AND HER PANDA ARE THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO IS OHSHCS1 XD I WANT THE NEXT SEASON TO COME OUUUUUUUUUUTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I TOTALLY SUPPORT HH CUZ ITS SO AWESOME!!!!!!!! BUT I DONT THINK IT WILL HAPPEN T-T o well...sorry, I had to type that :P

Skiing Vacation

Sorry peoples, I haven't been writing much. First off, I kinda slacked off on writing on this blog 'cuz of winter break...and a skiing vacation. Afterwards, I got back and was pretty much lazing off, not wanting to do anything related to education, including my blog. :P So there's my excuse for the complainers out there << my sister and friend ~~ Anyways, I have decided that this post will be dedicated to my skiing trip :P
     We went to Lake Tahoe on a loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong drive. It took 8 hours!!!!!!!!! That might not be too long for some people, but we left at 2:00 AM and I was jammed in the back of the car with all the luggage. T-T When I woke up, my legs were numb from putting them on top of the luggage, and my butt was even number (more numb? o-o) 'cuz I was in the most UNCOMFORTABLE position. 
     Well, eventually there was SNOW!!!!!!!!! As soon as we got to Tahoe, we didn't even go to our lodge or anything. We went straight to renting skis (expensive!) and getting ski tickets (also expensive!), and then went skiing (fun, and worth it!)!!! I'm not going to go through details (too lazy >.>), but basically the snow was REALLY good, and the temperature was just warm enough that my butt didn't freeze off, so made it really easy to ski down slopes. :3 I skied with my sister and brother, who are really good, but I managed to ski at their pace (somewhat) by following their tracks. When we were done, we went to our hotel room, which was AWESOME!!! It was HUGE for a hotel room, but I'm not going to go through the details again. All I know was that is was really awesome, but eventually we moved to a casino.
     The most memorable part of my skiing trip was when my sister and brother and I went to the other side of the mountain to ski, and I lost a ski. Basically, we were skiing, and I slipped a long way down, and my skis were still at the top of the mountain, so I climbed up, got my skis, went to a tree, and put on my skis. Fun right? Well, generally, the ski trip was really fun, so it's ok. :P And that is the story of my skiing trip.