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My life is stressful. Why must my life be stressful in my FREAKING FRESHMAN YEAR?!?!?! This is ridiculous. I honestly feel like I need to cry right now. I completely failed 2 tests because of my freaking fencing schedule and both of them lowered my grade like 6%. How am I supposed to survive through highschool with fencing, piano, and freaking grades?! And why do we have so many tests on things that we don't even use in our adult life?! We should all just be assigned jobs the moment we're born so that we don't have to learn everything. Kind of like The Giver. But that would be really scary and we would be too dependent on each other, which will lead to our society's downfall. You see what I did there? That sounded like a freaking 9th grade thesis statement.  Do you know why? BECAUSE OUR HUMANITES TEACHERS ARE BRAINWASHING US!!!!!!!!! And history also sucks. Why do we need to know the specifics of the imperialism is we aren't aspiring to become politicians/country leaders/historians, and have no life in that field? Yeah yeah, it's to learn from past experiences, but OBVIOUSLY WE AREN'T LEARNING ANYTHING, BECAUSE WE'RE STILL REPEATING OUR MISTAKES!! 9-11 PEOPLE!!! =___= The world can't be perfect so we might as well just leave it as it is. I mean, we are insignificant human beings in the vast time of the universe (according to my science teacher. You see what I did there? He's also BRAINWASHING us.) and we won't even make a dent. So we might as well live our lives as awesomely as we can. Which is why I shouldn't be stressed out. I should just completely fail high school, secede from my family, and live my life as a happy hermit, in the middle of the Amazon. Well then, the industrializer-business men people will be all like "Let's go destroy and burn down the Amazon and all the insignificant life within it, and use it for ourselves! We're more important than them anyways! Social Darwinism/racial (animalistic?) superiority FTW!". And that didn't even make any sense because Social Darwinism doesn't refer towards animals and plants (I think?). I'm going crazy now because of freaking school. And fencing. Now I have violent tendencies to hit people. And teachers,if I could. I don't even know what I'm typing. This blog is kind of like my mind-dumpout zone for all my crazy and insane thoughts that I can't say outloud, because it will result in me being put into an asylum. I don't put anything significant in here, even on the occasion that something does happen to me that's interesting. and OMGOMGOMG I am completely and utterly depressed about my life. I'm like internallly breaking down. THIS SHOULDN'T HAPPEN IN YOUR FRESHMAN YEAR OF HIGHSCHOOL, DARN IT!! I hate science, history, and english. and anchors. and tests. and quizzes. and science.